March 19, 2012
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Quiet Longing.
Why do I feel this way? I have not a clue to what’s going on in my head. You bewitched me in a way I never thought you would. Granted, I knew the risks and I took the plunge anyway. I don’t blame you. Gosh, I could NEVER blame you. I don’t think I could ever get mad at you. You made me feel like I’m worthy. Like I’m perfect in every way. I miss your smile. I miss your mesmerizing eye gaze that makes me weak each time you look into my eyes with such intensity. I miss your ridiculous attempts to be funny. You ARE funny. I miss watching you asleep. I miss listening to the sound of your breathing next to me. Damn, I miss smelling you in the morning. A-week long date with you had been such an addicting experience. I want more. I long for you to once again ask me to see you. But when? I know there is no “us” as long as you still have him. But I’ll be waiting. Patiently. Devotedly. Quietly.
Comments (10)
Sounds like you are in love.
Very beautifully written.
Rudy! You've fallen for someone! That's great, but it's such a shame that there's this other guy with him. Ugh.
I sincerely hope he gets rid of the other guy and chooses you. Otherwise I fear he's using you and you'll be really hurt.
Beautiful - be do become vulnerable when offering love and awaiting the answer.
Rudy - this was very touching. I hope things will work out for you. Maybe he needs to be forced to make a decision so that you don't have to wait. *hugs*
Love turns a guy insane. Hope you eventually find your center and your destiny. With or without the passion.
Why do I think you're talking about a television series that is about to go on summer hiatus?
What a passionate entry!
Beautifully written. That guy must be very special.
.. I don't think you have to wait 'quietly'. Be in the picture... but the sexy stud in the corner.
There's always a 'him'....
I hope your dreams will get realized soon.